Hearts on fire

L-O-V-E is just another word I never learnt to pronounce.

Paper hearts

Last night, I handed my heart to you willingly.
Take care, don't let it break.
It was a fair exchange, i've got yours to keep as well.
I'll keep it safe, right here with me.
<3

STILL not over?

Seriously, is that meant to be an apology?

Well, gee, I didn't know that.

More like a confrontation perhaps. I swallowed my pride and apologised. Maybe it's time you do too.

People

Some people just seem so innocent. Simple beings who are just sweet and cheerful and smiling all the time.

WRONG.

I underestimated you.

You're much more complex, there are things that no one can figure out. They emerge when you least expect it, then retreat again so quickly that no one notices. Almost.

I'm alot warier now.

About what I say, whom I trust, whom I tell, how I behave.

Cos all these, if i'm not careful, you will just use it against me.

Then i become the enemy.

Competition

Competition.

Causes friends to fall out easily.

And so i'm saying: Take him.

There's no competition at all. He's all yours.

Treasure people.

You two will look cute together :)

Heh.

I was a fool to have believed you

Today was a rather bad day, I realised alot of things about people. People I THOUGHT I knew.

I realise, that girls can actually the most vicious creatures on the planet, me included. It's quite sad actually.

This little finger's been scratched at, stomped on, squished flat. The works. But all behind people's backs.

I know okay, I know.

Well me thinks a certain worm should go away too, stop trying to wriggle between people, pull them apart. Cos you can't, ya know that? I don't think the Jester will give up just like that. I could say more, be all mean and vicious. But that's just being a hypocrite. So I shan't.

And I would like to thank some people for their honesty. So now I know what I'm doing wrong (apparently). Those who didn't, you all should have told me earlier, in my face. I value honesty better, even if it means insults and getting hurt.

I feel like the girl in the song Sk8er Boi. Somehow.

This is brings me back to my P5 year. All the drama. Exactly like what happened in P5, even 4 years later. Just with some new people.

I'm not gonna say anything don't worry. You all had fun, laughing right under her nose,and thinking that she was so dumb. Well she figured it out sooner or later.

Well, I'm not the only one.

Lost

Where am I?

I can't find myself.

Me.

Alayna is somewhere out there, lost in the midst of all the different characters and personas.

I'm trying to find her.

I miss being Me.